| cancer fags |
[13 Jul 2005|01:42pm] |
i decided to make a new live journal.
my sn is kingdella
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[03 Aug 2004|01:54pm] |
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Well life has changed alot since my last update.
1. No I'm no longer dating Billy anymore we had a mutual breakup but that is ok since I am completly over him and we are still friends so it shouldn't be something to dwell much over.
2. Yet again I've lost more weight.... how... I don't know, cuzz I'm awesome... oh yea.
3. I loved a-kon I had the greatest time I made alot of friends there and that is where I meet Trey <3
4. Trey lives in Lousianna, we are in a long distance relation ship but that's cool because he his worth it. We have alot of good things in common, our sence of humor, we both talk alot, we share alot of intrests, family issues.
5.My parents have gotten worse.... my mom constanly nags me and makes me feel like utter shit. She's calls me a bitch alot now, and even a "selfish bitch". They have mention they are tired of me. They won't let me get a job but they say I cost them to much money. I don't like my parents much. I don't want them to pay for their selfish daughters college.
6. Because of my parents I have decided to move out the day after a-kon, make the assholes pay for it... we'll call it their 18 b-day present to me. My parents don't know but I'm not going to tell them I'm just going to leave them a letter. After that Murphy is helping me move out and well I'm going to have money I have raised through out this year.... so um se la vi.
7. I discovered bawls soda and it is the shiznet.
8. This Sunday at church I was sent to the office and handed an envelope on the outside of it had "Della stay in school" in the inside it had $300. I don't know who gave it to me. I didn't tell my mother about it. But now I have more money for my "move out money."
9. I am currently at a yearbook workshop, at SMU college, I take a class seperate from the rest of the staff, and I'm loving it, I get to be on the comp all day. I'm staying at the workshop till Wensday. Carolyn who is in the yearbook staff for whatever reason doesn't like me and she shows it, it's so fucking annoying I haven't even really spoken to her and she doesn't like me... even Alicia see's it. I think I'm to odd for her. But whatever.
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[28 May 2004|01:16pm] |
| UCAUTION | | IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP FREAKLEDLIONESS AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES. |
From Go-Quiz.com
::shrugs:: I am a bit of a pyro
ok my last entry was emo so i'm making a happier one
i have a bf his name is billy, he makes me happy ^^
my b-day is monday go me!
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| i'm not that great |
[07 May 2004|02:52pm] |
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this is how i feel about myself...it may not be true... i dunno maybe this is a way to try and cheer myself up
I feel weak
the only person i hate is myself
i cry to much
i'm scared of being mad
i have low self esteem
i complain to much
i think i'm annoying
i'm to nice
i'm to open
i feel dumb
i'm scared to be alone
i'm lonely
i'm selfish
i am scared of the dark
i'm to much of a show off
i talk to much
i'm boring
i get to attached
i'm wierd
i'm a hypocrite
::shrugs:: i dunno..... i guess this update is pointless
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[29 Apr 2004|08:36am] |
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One of the words, I dislike to use and try to avoid using is the word hate. Maybe I sound childish with all my pratteling on the dislike of that word... but you know its one of my beliefs that I can hold on to. That word is so strong in meaning, and I mean if used right it can sting like acid. I don't like people to without a great reason feel any sort of pain.... physically or metaphysically.. I'm pretty well, well at least I am for the most part a peace drivin person. So in context I rarely use the word hate.
I have really looooow self esteem, and I'm actually pretty fucking shy.... I just am good at masking it. I feel sometimes..... I don't know if its true, but I feel sometimes people look up to me, kids, people my age... so if I show a weakness like shyness, it may encourage shyness. When you see me skipping around not a care in the world... I'm actually pretty scared, I just have gotten over it and have learned to live with it.
How my parents treat me. I don't want to say I have a bad family..... I mean if they are they don't mean to. I get yelled at alot. I got yelled at all this morning.... I got yelled at last night... every moment in there precense I seem to cause them more and more and more angry... but I know they love me... or at least care. They raise me different, how I dress I guess people would get the impression my parents are not strict. But.. they are in alot of other ways. I grew up with them not being able to watch alot of tv shows, like All That, because they felt it was stupid and childish... I mean I was a child not aloud to watch many child shows
I'll finish updating this at lunch
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| Born For Porn.... not really |
[08 Apr 2004|11:40am] |
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I haven't updated this thing in awhile. Well folks I have been grounded for a month. But never fear with the help of friends and a couple of lies, I can usually get out of my most cruel and unusual punishment. I got my first ever failing grade on my report card, and if it pleases everyone to know my parents have informed me no college will ever want me... but you know what I think about that FUCK YOU PARENTS! *cough* I'm on spring break and I spent the night at Paula's. They let me come over for 2 reasons. 1: Paula has been upset over recent events. 2: I made progress in cleaning my room.
jsdkljdsjfdslfhdksfhsd I MADE PAULA WATCH LOST IN TRANSLATION LAST NIGHT AND SHE LIKED IT ^____^!!!!!!!!! PAULA PAULA LRIIP MY STALKINGS!!! LRIP EM LRIP EM!!!!...... thats an awesome movie, if I do say so myself
Well I'm going to visit an art college with Paula, and then we are going to try to visit, Bob, Eric and the gang. We're also seeing if I can spend the night again and go to the Senses Fail concert.
I get my wisdom teeth removed friday.... JOY ONTO ME!!!!!
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| Howdy dooooodyy |
[09 Mar 2004|08:54am] |
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Well I feel like updating all my journals. So here lol I love your guys *cries* o__o
I'm in computer class and messing with my hair.... yes hot I know..........
adios space cowboy
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| change of address |
[13 Feb 2004|08:31am] |
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i forgot to post it on my livejournal i think buuut i dont use the same aim sn anymore.... what was freakledlioness is now onedentsmofo
k ^^
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| chelly and dello day of fun |
[02 Feb 2004|03:39pm] |
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k i should mention what went on yesteraday. me chelsea went to zack's cuzz we wanted to visit with nigel, we ate mexican food. and holly and rick were there... the end.
Later on that night chelsea and i made jokes about how we were gonna skip school the next day. Even later that night i felt like complete shit.
next morning turns out i got sick and chelsea got sick too, so we both ended up getting sick and missing school. whata qwinkidink aye?
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| lalalalalalalalalala booger! |
[19 Jan 2004|12:40pm] |
well allo yus i'm not dead o___o
oh i got a new cellphone to replace my broken one same number... need the number again IM me
well at home chelsea just droped me off.......... my parents used the rest of the coffee *crys*
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[21 Dec 2003|12:19pm] |
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hey peoples... well got back from church it was interesting we had like a weird service involving our preacher danching no sermon lots of singing and a chelo and french horn. it was entertaining
i have to do some chores in a bit. man one of my dads war gaming friend's son is cute o__o;;....... but i've become really shy *sigh* yea, i'll get over it eventually, i had deserved better, blah. FUCKING CUTE PPL :p
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[15 Dec 2003|08:53am] |
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my mom got me a paintball gun off ebay for my x-mas present
and i'm buying my friend darius's bass guitar today :p
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[09 Dec 2003|09:19am] |
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well no longer together with mike... turns out the relationship was a lie and i was to dumb, and blind to see it... but at least i stoped it before it got to a really bad point... *sigh*
i have the greatest luck lol
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[25 Nov 2003|05:16pm] |
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i havent updated in like forever lol currently i'm watching the clerks cartoon series dad got it for me :D
well i feel lonely but thats must likly never going to completly go away i mean mike lives in addison and i havent my own car so i'm starting to realize the fact that i want get to see him really all that much. ::shrugs::
well i get to go to austin with samantha for turkey day week ^___^
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